I spend a lot of my time trying to work out the most efficient way to do things and sometimes I forget to even do them in the first place. Call me a procrastinator because that’s exactly what I am. Some might say I’m lazy for finding short cuts but honestly it’s just that I would rather make the most out of my time. That way I can then move on to wasting my time with things that really interest me, like watching horror movies and living vicariously through playing as the Happy Endings cast I made in Sims 4!

Lately I think my brain has been trying to process a lot of different situations happening all at once and as a result I’ve found a great deal of difficulty with concentrating on specific areas that actually matter. I’m just totally stuck in all of my creative pursuits and I’m not completely sure how to unstick myself and move forward. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from almost twenty-five years of creative peaks and pits it is that they do not last forever and one must simply endure until the next phase begins. But I’m also super impatient, so endurance isn’t my strong suit.

Anyway, today didn’t feel all that special than the rest. The weather was nice, but very cold. We took Beatrice out for a walk after my husband got back from work so at least I managed to get outside for a little bit today. Tomorrow will be better, and if I’m being totally honest: productive.