Author’s note: This post was written on October 22, 2022 however the images are from this day.

We drove down to Brighton to see a show with our friend but while we were watching one of the opening acts I felt myself dissociating and having just a bad time. I wasn’t present and was in my head the whole time. After the opening band finished I basically had a breakdown because I wanted to leave but I didn’t want to bail on hanging with my friend. We left and I felt awful and basically spent the ride home spiraling even more. It wasn’t fun. Got home, felt the lowest I’ve felt in a while.