In all honesty, I’m pretty bummed today. I woke up and just felt a bit sad and couldn’t put my finger on why. Perhaps it’s got something to do with Mercury being retrograde but I can’t say for sure so let’s just chalk it up to being emotionally exhausted!
My birthday is less than a month away and I’m already feeling sad about it. It’s not uncommon for me to get bummed out around my birthday so this isn’t anything new, although I was hoping to avoid the Birthday Blues™ this year. I’m not sure if I should do a birthday party or if I should just skip it and put my energies towards a bangin’ Halloween party instead? At least that way the pressure would be off of me for my birthday, but I do feel the need to celebrate the fact that I’m turning twenty-five in some semi-grand scale. I was thinking of doing a pub crawl with friends and family but now I’m not so sure if I’d be up for it. Of course, we’re talking about an event that wouldn’t take place for weeks so who knows how I’ll be feeling by then.
I really hope I can pull myself out of this slump soon. Feeling mopey and worthless is never fun.
Anyway, that’s all I wanted to write about today. As I mentioned I’m not feeling great and so I just want to forget about today and move on to tomorrow. See you then.