I’m feeling really tired today. Although my day was productive, I’m still feeling a bit low, I guess. It’s one of those days where I feel like ninety-nine percent of the things I say in the group chat are a miss. It really sucks because I always end up taking it personally despite trying my best to brush it off.
The studio was so hot today! That’s one of the downsides of having a small studio is that it’s effected by temperature changes a lot easier. Luckily I wasn’t making candles because I would have certainly been drenched in sweat by the time I came home. Even the sheep across from my studio were having a little siesta when I left.
Last night in my sibling group chat my older brother suggested we all go to New Orleans to visit our dad for Thanksgiving this year. I replied candidly about how I can’t afford to travel to the states again this year, especially if BTS is going to tour again. I thought I was just being honest, but my younger brother replied as though I’d said I would rather see BTS than see our dad! I’m annoyed, honestly. He has this way of taking whatever I say and extracting a small element from it in order to make it an issue. It’s also annoying because he’s doesn’t have the best track record when it comes to being reliable or making family plans with us. I just wasn’t expected judgement, that’s all.
Anyway, see you tomorrow.