Low Key Stressed

Not feeling great today, I have to admit. But I don’t feel too terrible, just a bit sluggish at the moment. I took a nap this afternoon and had a really bad dream that someone was trying to murder me and ever since I woke up I haven’t felt right.

Finally got my marks back on my assignments for my previous module and I’m pleased to announce that I didn’t have to resubmit anything! It’s funny, the assignment I had the most trouble with only got a ‘Pass’ instead of ‘Good’ or ‘Excellent’ because I wasn’t as thorough as I could have been, when in reality the assignment itself was incredibly vague about word count or content outside of what I wrote. It’s like being told to buy apples and then getting told off for buying the wrong type or the wrong amount. Like, how am I supposed to know the finer details? Next time I have any questions regarding an assignment I’m going to have to be super annoying and get my tutor to go over it with me in much greater detail. Ugh, I just hate asking for help.

I’m feeling low key stressed about tomorrow and Saturday, if I’m totally honest. I’m helping bake cupcakes at the in-law’s for my husband’s birthday party over the weekend and I’m just wondering how I’m going to find enough time to start the next module of my course AND do the rest of the housework before Saturday? I don’t think my head is in the right place at the moment for all of this stuff, but I’m going to push through and make it work. Probably not the best plan of action for my anxiety and stress levels so hopefully I can manage. And besides, it’ll be nice to get out of the house and do some baking and cake decorating. Perhaps I ought to give myself until Sunday evening to begin the next course just so it’s not weighing so heavily on my conscience whilst going trampolining on Saturday… Hmm. We’ll see.

day 105 low key stressed