Sort of Frustrating

I don’t know what I want to say about today. It’s been all right, nothing too major to report. I tried to sleep in a bit, I did a few loads of laundry, I began working on the first of three assignments, and I made a veggie chili. Despite all of the things I’ve been able to cross off my list I still feel like I didn’t get up to much in the end. I’m feeling annoyed at my skin right now because I’m just noticing a bunch of small pimples all over the place and wondering if it has anything to do with the sunscreen I wore today. Trying to do a bit of damage control with a tea tree oil and witch hazel blemish stick but it’s still frustrating.

I suppose I’m feeling a bit melancholic today, probably due to residual feelings about the stressful dream I had the other night. It’s hard to get my thoughts down because they don’t even feel fully formed at the moment. That, and the fact that I’m hormonal so everything is a little skewed anyway.

I’m trying not to feed into any negative thoughts, which basically means I just don’t have anything to write about today. I’ve actually got to stop myself from writing about the negative stuff so that I don’t enable myself to wallow in this state of mind. It’s frustrating, but I’m going to allow myself to end today’s entry here. See you tomorrow.

day 145 sort of frustrating