I’m really not in a great place with my mental health right now so I’m going to try to keep this brief to save my future self from embarrassment or whatever. Found out my unvaccinated mom has COVID and it’s really worrying but I’m also just pissed off.

I’m angry but I don’t need to explain why on here because I already talked about it with Alex, so I don’t really feel the same need to vent about it as I normally would. Now I’m dealing with my own thoughts and feelings and my brain is doing the spiraling thing trying to find someone to blame for upsetting me (spoiler: it usually ends up being myself).

Just ended up feeling pretty shitty, so I resorted to eating ice cream in the bathtub. Coping with stuff isn’t my strong suit. Definitely need to look for a long-term counsellor/therapist to discuss all of my mommy issues and childhood trauma. Love that journey for me. Til then, I guess baths will do?